British gymnasts at that damn crazy mount
what the hell is that even called?
2014 better be fucking fantastic.
Make it fucking fantastic. It’s not going to be fantastic if you sit in your room waiting for things to happen.
I don’t go running because I want to be thin.
I go running because
and tell you
this is literally my favorite running post of all time. hands down.
3 weeks ago my doctor asked me why am I sad, why do I feel like crying most of the time…I sat there in the office not saying a word to him. Then I suddenly told him I don’t know…I remember getting into my car and bursting into tears. First time someone asked me that in a very long time.. I actually wanted to burst into tears in front of him and actually tell him why I am so sad all of the time and why I keep everything bottled up. but why, he is no therapist. I keep everything bottled up for a reason..because no one fucking cares. 2 years ago I remember being a girl who was slowly gaining confidence and actually being happy. So much has happened in those 2 years, I trusted so many people, and in the end those people just walked out of my life like I meant nothing to them… ended up being cheated on throughout a relationship by someone who I trusted and loved a lot and others who once were my friend ended up showing me their true colors. It’s pathetic how people let one stupid thing ruin a friendship. Obviously shows what kind of “friend” they really were. If I tell you something that no one knows about or hardly anyone knows, its because I trust you.. and because I thought thats what fucking “friends” were for.. but now I regret opening up to certain people. It’s true that people will always come and go. Now three weeks has passed by and tomorrow I find out whether I go under more medications or I spend my night at the hospital undergoing tests. I am seriously freaking out… I don’t care if no one reads this, I just had to vent somewhere.. I don’t know who to even go to anymore. Who even cares. It’s sad how I can’t even go to my own family to talk to.. I just really hope 2014 is a better year.. and I sure as hell am going to try to make it a better year. I’m tired of waking up feeling like I am all alone.